Fall.
Winter is in the air although some of us are still in denial. The house is absolutely freezing cold and I can feel the chill right down to my bones. I wrap myself in multiple blankets and layers to keep warm. Every warming, I refuse to leave the comforts of my blankets and make the mad dash to the bathroom. Changing out of my PJs into my clothes makes me cringe, just thinking of the goosebumps I’ll incur during the process. But still, I love being able to break out my coats and throwing them on. Snow is coming soon. It’s in the air.
I can’t believe how long it has been since my last update. I’m pretty certain I would have been in shorts and sandals when that was posted. How much has changed in the last little while, and most of it has stayed the same. I think I may have become a workaholic. Not so much that I’m at the office all the time (although with the season starting, that will soon become a reality), but when I’m not in the office, I don’t feel like going out and being social. There just isn’t enough time, enough energy or enough motivation to do anything. I’m selfish like that; I just want me time so I can stay at home and veg. And I feel guilty about it. Maybe it’s self-centered of me to think that people are actually missing my company but perhaps I will allow myself to think that is the case. If I keep saying ‘no’, people will stop asking and I don’t like the thought of that either.
See? There are still so many things I have to figure out from life.
Clearly, I am just thinking too long and hard about too many things. But if I don’t give my brain a good work out, it shall grow cobwebs and soon become just a figurehead in my existence. I need to stimulate it with made-up problems and conundrums. It’s so much better than exercising it by solving math equations and making it try to explain scientific anomalies…isn’t it?
